I Cannot Unfeel What I Feel

  

I know there's no way I can see you

Or be with you except in my dreams

And I realize how very eccentric

And far from reality it seems

It brings me such comfort and joy though 

Imagining the thrill of your touch

Holding me close in your warm arms

Where I wish I could nestle so much!!

Eccentric or not - I can't help it

I cannot unfeel what I feel

As unreachable and far as you are from me

This love in my heart for you - is real!

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You've Asked Me To Forgive You

You've asked me to forgive you

For you're sorry as can be

And you never had intentions

Of ever hurting me

I've thought about it endlessly

The way you made me feel

So angry, sad and disappointed

I just wished it wasn't real!

But I've finally come to realize

That you've been hurting too

And there's alot of deep-down healing

For both of us to do

So I hope that you and I together

Can make a brand new start

I love you dearly - always will!

And I forgive you with all my heart!

You Turn So Against Me

I can't hold these feelings

Inside anymore

So I'm telling you now

Though I should have before

It seems I can't please you

No matter how hard I try

No matter how much I give

And I just don't know why!

You turn so against me!

Always putting me down

As if you don't like me

Or want me around

It makes me feel lousy!

And that's all it does

It sure doesn't help me

Or make me feel loved

Yet your love is one thing

That I really need!

Because all problems aside

You mean the whole world to me!

You Make Me Mad

It's all your fault

So take the blame

And hang your head

In humble shame!

Because of you

I'm really stressed!

You put my patience

To the test!

You tick me off!

Rock my boat!

Rile me up!

And get my goat!

Not only that

You make me mad!

And now I'm feeling

Pretty bad!

It sure has been

One lousy day!

Oh well......

I love you anyway!

Welcome Home

Every day

That you've been gone

Away from me

Has been too long!

There's been an ache

Within my heart

Ever since

We had to part

But now you're back

And life is new

So welcome home!

I do love you!

Trust Me - I'll Stay

Just a little something

I want you to know

And never to doubt it

However life goes

Whether everything's fine

And going alright

Or it's really a struggle

Just seeing the light

Even if sometimes

We get out of touch

Not getting along well

Arguing and such

I always will love you!

And I can honestly say

I'm in for the long run

Trust me - I'll stay!

So Special To Me

I was just thinking

As I so often do

How much I love

And appreciate you!

For all that you've given

For all that you are

I could never replace you

Here in my heart!

You make a big difference

In your own little ways

I'd feel lost without you

I can honestly say

Thru good times and bad

Thru wrong and thru right

I'm thankful and happy

You're here in my life

And you can be certain

That I always will be

You're one in a million!

And so special to me!

I'm So Thankful For You

It's a beautiful feeling

To be loved by you

And I count myself lucky

I honestly do!

You make my life brighter

And richer by far

Simply by being

Just who you are!

Someone real special

I dearly love!

Someone who knows me

If anyone does!

I've got my good side

And bad side as well

I've had my triumphs

With hard times to tell

And you've stayed in my corner

All the way thru

What a treasure you are!

I'm so thankful for you!

I Will Always Be Here For You

If you should ever wonder

Who would be there when

You have a hill that you must climb

And you're not quite sure you can

Or if you're feeling lost and lonely

If only for just a while

And all you need is someone who cares

To listen and help you to smile

Whatever you find yourself going thru

Whenever - wherever you are

No matter how big it may seem to be

Or the answer no matter how far

I will promise you this right now

And you can believe that it's true

As long as I can draw one single breath

I will always be here for you!

I Sure Do Miss You

When we're apart

I'm down and so blue

It doesn't feel right

Not being with you

Too much is missing

We shared all the time

So many sweet memories

Here on my mind

I love you so much

I can't hold it in

And I'll never be happy

Till we're together again

Now I'm not saying this

To make you sad too

I just want you to know

I sure do miss you!

I Love You So Much

Straight from my heart

These words come to you

To keep and to trust

For they'll always be true

Nothing and no one

Ever could be

More important and special

Than you are to me!

If my life could go back

To where you came in

I can tell you right now

I'd sure do it again!

It's been worth every minute

We've ever been thru

And I just can't imagine

My life without you!

So even if sometimes

It's not said enough

You can be certain

I love you so much!

I Celebrate You

Whatever the month

Whatever the day

Whatever the season

I can honestly say

That you're just as special

As you ever can be

There's no way at all

You could mean more to me

In my eyes you're tops!

You're as good as they get

And you'll always be someone

I dearly love and respect!

So today and tomorrow

And the whole year thru

With all of my heart

I celebrate you!

How Thankful I Am

I have to admit

That I can't complain

Everything's not sunshine

But it isn't all rain

I have a warm place to live

Good food to eat

Clothes on my back

And shoes on my feet

Good health - for the most part

I can get up and walk

I can give a big hug

I can see - I can talk

But most of all though

What's perched far above

All the good in my life is

I know I am loved

Yes, I know for certain

Not alone will I stand

Because I have you

And how thankful I am!

How Amazing You Are

If you think I don't notice

All the things that you do

Day after day

Well - I have news for you!

I'm truly impressed

The way you go go go go!

Accomplishing so much

How? I don't know!

And it seems like you seldom

Take time for yourself

Always helping and doing

For somebody else

Like you've done for me

So many many times

With such a kind spirit too

It just blows my mind!

Believe me! I notice!

And with all of my heart

I love you and appreciate

How amazing you are!

Home Bound

I wish I had no reason

For sending this your way

This lonely separation

Hurts more every day!

But I know you're hangin' in there

Waiting - just like me

Till we can be together

The way we want to be

And that's what keeps me going

When I think I hardly can

I know the time is coming

I'll be holding you again

So no matter where I'm at

And no matter what I do

Every breath I ever take

I'm home bound straight for you!

Forever Within My Heart

Seems like you've been gone a lifetime

I think of you every day

And I'm missing you so very much

These words can't really say

There's a great big space where you have been

A special place it is too

For it's full of wonderful memories

And everything else that is you

So even though you're not right here

And we are now apart

I love you dearly like I always have

You are forever within my heart!

Even When I'm Angry

Even when I'm angry

I love you just the same

No matter what's between us

That will never change!

I know that at the time

It's pretty hard to see

When all of my frustration

Just gets the best of me

And I seem to turn against you

With the changes I go thru

Then feeling sorry later

For the way I spoke to you

It comes with human nature

Though it's not a pleasant part

For anger's sure to hide

Whatever's warm within our hearts

So don't you ever wonder

If I should love you still

I love you very much!

And you can bet I always will!

Can't You See Me?

Rushing here and rushing there

Seems you're needed everywhere

Responsibilities you can't ignore

And no matter what - there's always more

Your time flies by - so much to give

Every day that's how it is

"Bye - I love you - have to go!"

Familiar words I've come to know

Well - I love you too - very much!

And I need your time - I need your touch

It's so hard for me to understand

Can't you see me? Here I am!

Can You Ever Forgive Me?

I'm sending you this

With hope in my heart

That it isn't too late

For healing to start

I can't right the wrong

That I've done to you

Or undo the heartache

That I've put you thru

And I can't change the past

Like I wish I could

There's no way to go back

And turn bad into good

But if you'd only let me

I'd sure like to try

To be someone you need

And want in your life

To show you I love you

And how sorry I am!

Can you ever forgive me

And love me again?